To the guy with whom I will spend the rest of my life with,
Dated September 23rd of 2013, still I haven’t met you. .Maybe I’ve seen you already, passed you by a fast food store, shake hands with you somewhere, bumped our foreheads when we were in a rush or simply we’re just near each other, but im not aware that it is you. .
Honey, whoever you are, I just wanted to thank you in advance. . Thank for choosing me as your lifetime partner. . There are how many billion people in this world and not everyone is blessed to have a better half to share this meaningful life with. . I am so glad that my long wait is over (knowing that you are MY FIRST AND MY LAST) and definitely my long wait is worth it. . .
I know i have so many standards which you all surpassed and turned my perception upside down. . I want to first thank the Lord above all Who made our paths cross. . My gratitude will be unending for giving me such a wonderful person in my life . . I know both of us are not perfect. .But each imperfection makes “you and I” unique and absolutely RIGHT for each other. .
I chose you because I know you are from God. . I know that you are from God because he will not prepare me this far without giving me YOU. love, I have no idea what your name is, how you look like, how sweet you are, how jealous you are or even how much you love me.. One thing is for sure, you are God’s gift to me and will never change no matter what happens…
Same thing, i know i may not be a perfect person. . I may have actions that are not favourable to you. .i might have hurt you and disappointed you so many times, .and in the future. . In advance, I am sorry. .I am sorry and thank you for loving all my flaws. All my imperfections and all the things that makes me who really i am.. I am so blessed that i can be who i am when I’m with you.. i have no worries that you will not like what I’m going to do because from the beginning you made me feel this special , and made me feel accepted for anything..
I know this life we are going to spend together is not a bed of roses. . Surely we will be passing rocks and thorns which will make us stronger and will make our love deeper for each other. . I did not ask God to have a materially rich husband; He really knows what I need. .Someone who will be with me in all the ups and downs of my life..
Included in our baggage are our controversial families and relatives.. With whom sometimes we have to extend our patience and understanding. .I know this is nothing to us. .because we are together now. . And oh before i forgot,, thank you for accepting and loving my crazy friends the way i love them,. :p
lots of thank yous would i want to say..thank you for bearing with my mood-swings, with my childish and abrupt decisions, with my girlish selfishness sometimes and with all the things i accidentally do that is really hitting you below the belt. . Honey i love you for loving the crazy side of me. .
On your end, i understand that sometimes you will commit things that i don’t like as well..Like me you too are not perfect. I am not asking you to be perfect. I will just want us both to be sensitive with each other. . No secrets at all and no hiding of anything.. Surely we will be more open to each other along the journey we are taking right now…
Honey, i am sorry for me being a lot jealous. . You already know that right? Right before we get into this . I am just afraid of losing someone i will not and i cannot find again. .You too, don’t be jealous with anyone. .i am giving you the assurance that my heart only knows your name and your name alone. .
By the way, i have no idea how many kids you would like to have. . let’s talk about that privately
I am at work right now . I just thought it would relax me a bit to think of positive things. And so I think of you. I think of writing to you a letter that will express how i feel (in case i would not be able to tell you all of these in one shot . .:D) I never imagined i could compose such a long letter for you. I know there will be a lot of things, trials and troubles that will test us. . Inspite all of it, i want you to know that I am with you no matter what. .I maybe too idealistic but that is how i want us to be. . in love. . forever in love..
I want to feel the same thing i feel when you first confessed your love to me. .when you first shouted you love me out of how may billion girls in the world. . when you fist held my hand in front of many people looking at us. .i want to feel that way even we reached 50yeras, ,70years,,or more. .. because we both know we will just be brothers and sisters in heaven, ,
I know there’s a lot that i wanted to say Dear. . surely this letter will have a 2nd part 3rd part and so on until i met you. . When we already meet, ill have these letters printed and framed in our room. .so that i can remind you every day that you are waking up beside the person who will always love you even when all your hair is gray already even until it vanished, with all the wrinkles in your face, teeth incomplete, and until the very last day that you are alive. .
I hope you know the Breaking Dawn movie. . I will just quote, “Honey, no measure of time is going to be enough when I am with you. . Let us start with FOREVER. . “
‘Til next letter my love.
Love,
Sheena Marie
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